We CAN do hard things--and if we believe that we can do hard things--then we will try and succeed to do hard things!--- I AM late posting--- because Gil, my workman, and myself, had to go to the main office of this rental unit, pick up the land plan--- then take it to city hall for a permit--and now we must wait for the permit---all, just to build a fence in the back yard here , for Lopez--
And it is "hair day"---so, I washed my hair with hand soap-- (I need go buy some shampoo-)---and Barb, the hair dresser will set it later-- --AND , THERE IS MORE-----I turned off the AC---and then tried to open a window--AND THE WINDOWS WILL NOT OPEN--so, I GOT FRED's HAMMER AND VOILA_- THE WINDOW WENT FLYING OPEN_--and---- sob sob --there is more--my friend who lives in town here died last night-- my age--maybe younger--such a lovely Lady--=and now she is ---gone--so so sad!!
AND---- I MISS My Husband-- --Where is he?---- Is he OK?----Can he really be in Heaven--???????? And if he is, can he see me struggling along down here on earth?--Will we ever see each other again??--
Life just goes on and on, doesn't it? I have so many questions--and no answers---
This afternoon too, I will go out to Son#1's dock--- Fred's ashes are out there---Maybe the good Lord will talk to me ---tell me how my husband is doing--give me strength --tell me that the world is unfolding the way it should---
I need to be strong--We all need to be strong--and we must try
to be happy--
Good morning, sis.
ReplyDeleteAll that work for a small fence!
Dear, you have obviously not read all my comments! Fred is still with you...just in Spirit now. We lay down our physical bodies when they are worn out, but our Spirit, our soul, goes on. He has probably already come back to you in a dream, a smell, sight of a favorite bird or bug he loved...just to say he's happy and checking up on you. You gotta be aware of things like that, Lynda. Maybe he will let you know at the doc.
So Fred had EoE, too! So did my friend, JoAnne, who passed last month (we here see rainbows when she's around). In fact, she was told it was an esophageal web. Maybe that's a bit different. They say there's other tests they can do (a barium swallow?)
Just picked up a grocery order. Now I am eating lunch with Lucky.
You will be happy to get your hair done. Is it the same lady you had before?
Guess that's all for now, sis. Just believe in signs, love all you can on your kids and pets and yourself and be happy!
Checking back later, of course. {{{HUGS}}} Love, Maggie
Maggie-- Thank yu for telling me that Fred will be with me in spirit--Now I am crying-- I miss him so so much! he knew everything-- It is so hard to move and not have him with me--- You are so good to remind me of that! --- And yes, the hair Lady is just up the road from here--She lost her husband also --Today has been a sad day--Lynda
DeleteSo sorry you're having a difficult day. It's so hard when you lose a spouse. It's been 12 yrs for me and I still miss him every day. So sorry for the loss of your friend. Take care. Glynis from BC
ReplyDeleteGLYNIS__ thank yu so so much for writing--How did yu ever go thru all that?-- --12 yrs-=-?--- Do yu have any info that helped yu get thru it?--Lynda
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